Writing about today.
One thing that happened today really stuck with me. I got out of work at 4pm. It is now almost 1am, and I went out to the movies with a friend, and it is still on my mind. I’m just not sure how to handle when I see this manager again at work. He was so rude to me, I want to say something to him, be very direct. Yet I have to be careful I don’t go too far because I don’t want to get fired either. And my one executive kept walking past me in the back room today too to watch me… Luckily I actually was working the whole time, he didn’t catch me on my phone at all. I got a lot back stocked that day, actually. But he just kept walking by. Idk. Luckily, I won’t be there much longer. I’ll be done with school soon. I don’t want to work at Target anymore, that’s for sure. I would like a job in the psychology field. I’m sick of people treating other people like shit in that store. And I’m sick of the hierarchy there. And the environment and the job. I just haven’t heard back from the 2 grad schools I applied to yet, so I’m not sure what’s going to happen there, meaning if I’ll start grad school in the fall or not. Idk how I would afford living somewhere while I’m in school either. But people do it, somehow. I will figure it out.
I have school work to do tomorrow. Luckily I get to sleep in. It was nice to be able to go out tonight. It’s so rare.
I just grabbed a glass of wine. Chocolate wine. It has an interesting flavor, that’s for sure.
It is the end of February already. Just 2 more months of school left, basically, then the end of the semester. Then some free time and then my 2 summer classes and then I graduate in August! So… 2 more months… plus we have spring break and Easter break… So it’s actually more like 1.5 months. 6 weeks. I can do that, for sure. The whole point is to get through it to achieve my bachelor’s degree. Although I also want to enjoy the journey. (Even though the classes I have this semester are classes I am taking because I have to take them, for the most part.) But then I have to really figure out what I am going to do with myself. I want to get out of Target asap.
I’ve been looking at jobs on indeed.com within the hospital. Not sure if I should take one for part time until the fall or not. Or if I should look for one that requires a bachelors or not, since I’m almost done.
Well I’m going to get to sleep for now…